I feel like i start my blogs with the same sentence sometimes. here's one of those times.
i don't know what the fuck i was worried about. i'm just being stupid. i've got this under control.
I forget how i'm working at this, slow and steady. i forget that i've fixed things, i've figured things out already.
And i etched out another little specificity that irked me by its absence. I feel that i have finally found the whole of the insane rationalization of my "bad guy"
Because so much of what happens hinges so much on a series of events that happened long before my characters were born. But i have to keep it neat and clean and short, yet still show what's up with the bad guy and the character who is basically me. She's in all 5 stories, even after she's dead. She does pretty much my job... twists events to fit her fancy.
that's not true. that's treating her worse than she deserves. she gets a bad rap. no one really appreciates her. poor dear.
Anyway. i'm working on the first two at the same time right now. editing 1 at home and rewriting 2 at work.
And I'm still waiting to hear about Third. Coffee Companion took a long time to come back but i feel like this is mayblonger. maybe cuz they're giving prizes in this one? maybe cuz i totally rocked it and i'm getting one?
that'd be awesome.