I don't know what possessed me to start this so spur of the moment. I am also in the middle of a queen sized afghan for our bed (I never fathomed how much work a queen size blanket is before) and plus I've had a frenzy of what I've been calling Spring Cleaning. Boxes that have sat untouched since we moved in May are suddenly empty. Closets and cabinets full of "I don't know where to put this yet, so we'll just put it right here," are now clean and organized. I'm putting the basement rec room in some sort of liveable order, prepping for the long winter and knowing we will cope better if we have a larger space to roam.
And then I throw Nano in on top of that.
I might as well catch up quick with a photo of the day collection. Cuz I mean, what's one more thing!?
oh. one more thing... it'd be the perfect month to get pregnant again. somehow I have to work that into my day.
I need to sit down and create a plan. I think I need to read through all of the apocalypse stories. I realize that Spencer's story is nothing, whereas Ecila and... well, let's just call it Aniste's story are a bit heavier and have more to say. I have to figure out what i'm doing, whether i'm simply sticking Spencer into Aniste's world... and how will I do that. I have begun with a first person narrative. I don't think I want to do the two women in that way. So how do I blend it all together?
Maybe I should've been thinking about this in the months leading up to it.
Or maybe I should've realized that my not thinking about it meant that I ACTUALLY SHOULD NOT DO IT.
It's too soon to give up.
It will be too soon to give up until November 30th.